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Running Blind

Here’s another… *sigh*

Running Blind By Godsmack

Can’t find the answers
I’ve been crawling on my knees
Looking for anything
To keep me from drowning
Promises have been turned to lies
Can’t even be honest inside
Now I’m running backward
Watching my life wave me goodbye
Running blindI’m running blind
Somebody help me see I’m running blind
Searching for nothing
Wondering if I’ll change
I’m trying everything
But everything still stays the same
I thought if I showed you I could fly
Wouldn’t need anyone by my side
Now I’m running backward
With broken wings
I know I’ll die
Running blind
I’m running blind
Somebody help me see
I’m running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
I can’t find the answers
I’ve been crawling on my knees
Looking for anything
To keep me from drowning
I’m running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind

Home

This song sounds more like I mean it with the music.. but you get the gist….

Loveyabye

Home Lyrics
by Three Days Grace

I’ll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you’re not there
And I know that you don’t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place

No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

By the time you come home
I’m already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case

No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

I’m better off alone

No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

Deception

When someone you love looks you in the eye.. and lies to you about something that he/she knows you will eventually find out about.. and once you find out about that lie.. leaves you to deal with it alone.. and still tells you they love you…. could that be possible? Even after the truth comes out.. all parties now know about this dirty secret… and the party that was decieved is crushed by this lie… yet when they try to talk to the deciever.. and they blow them off… is that love? Yes sometimes people make mistakes… sometimes.. maybe they don’t know it at the time.. and possibly they did something and had no idea… but once they know and to you it’s a big deal.. but they act like nothings wrong….. what kind of person does that make them? If they don’t seem to care about your well being.. can they love you? I’ve never seemed to find it all in one spot… I thought I had.. but then I was decieved.. or at least hurt.. and then when I tried to talk about it.. I got the cold shoulder.. and the act as if nothing had happened.. like it was my problem that I was concerned about it… Yeah go ahead and tell me it’s all the woman/emotion thing.. that men don’t have emotions.. and they don’t feel the way women feel… It has nothing to do with emotions.. it has everything to do with being human… and not wanting to hurt others on purpose.. and if you accidently do.. then you should do the humane thing and want to fix or at least help the other move on with life by helping anyway you can. I can’t talk to anyone about this problem… The only person I have to talk to about it…. doesn’t think it’s a problem evidently… I’m stuck in my pain alone.. frightened.. and needing someone to at least give me a little hope that it’s not the end of the world… The only person I have to talk to about it.. should feel the same way I feel.. or at least know what to say because they are in the same situation.. and yet they say nothing…

to me…. that says it all

loveyabye