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PTSD

It’s really a terrible thing to have to live with. It never goes away completely. When it rears it’s ugly head? The symptoms always seem to be different. I’ve killed her a hundred times or more. I always wake up when she puts the pillow to my face. She’s killed me a hundred times or more. I don’t understand how someone can sit there in their hate all. day. long. I don’t think about her at all until I wake up drenched in sweat. The good thing is I still have the woman who held me while I faced my triggers as an eight year old. I get to see her face more than I do the devil. She knows. She knows who loves her and who is putting on a show for the employees who were easily let go because of the lies she spread. See how she destroys everyone around her? Happiness doesn’t come from lies, hurt and killing your own daughter.